LIFE (LA VIDA)

Life is something fetching the best possibilities all around…!!! I tried to find out many times what exactly it is. Is it something an invisible feeling or we can feel its presence in every moment while living in this immortal world…? Can we feel its existence? Can we call a mere living to live be the only possible existence of life? This question may remain unclear to me…But at times it seems to me that I got some unconscious feeling of life during my living string.
Fetching something every day, fulfilling some daily targets to get a mere existence of self-being; does life remains to such limited boundaries…? We live to eat or eat to live, this basic theory still remains unclear to me…But from within …I feel like, we Live To let Others Live, to see Others existence in their Life…..Maybe this is the clear definition of “LIFE”

In My Heart

Feeling deep inside, I always think why these things happen to me certainly? Always at the point of success, I use to get the big back thrust, the steps which I collected for years suddenly losing its balance in its present way. Maybe I am lacking many things, but still, I have certain things in me that are different from others rather I can say it makes me different from others. “As I really feel from ‘within My Heart’”.

So what is that which continuously pulling me back…??? May be from the deep verge inside, I get the call of reminiscence…!!! Recollecting me from the past…yes, it is my fickleness and loss of patience that always brings me negative results. What I feel, I need to bring my concentration level high, maybe with some concentration exercises, as well I need to be more analytical and more research full. Moreover, I always need to think twice before speaking…slow speaking is alright but, it should be fluent without any fillers…and unusual gapping between the words spoken. There should be a continuous inflow of ideas and words and it should be in a structured pattern and within particular timing. Also, it should be precise and simple and with short sentences, should be easily understandable and making proper sense. I should rather say that, be confident from within while speaking so as to reveal your positive attitude to others.

You might have been thinking, why I am diverting myself from the topic…whereas this small diversion would let me towards the specified path of my life and surely yours too…….

Would anticipate your views……

Net Effect "May be effected by Net" (Internet)

Again today is like other days of my life…I woke up at 9am...the time when I am supposed to be in my office...(my office timing is from 9am – 6pm). Although the alarm rang at 7am, I stopped it and again fell asleep deeply. I was sleeping so profoundly that, I can’t even see the time properly, whether it was 6:59am or 8:59am…somehow I managed to see through my timidly opened, semi squeezed eyes…and was shocked to see that it was the later one…Oh god, I am late again…I was certainly can’t think anything…I started rubbing my eyes to pull me out of the illusion...I then started blaspheming me and even blamed God for the same, don’t know why??

Anyway, Somehow I managed to have partially brush my teeth with one hand and putting myself into my trousers with another hand. In spite of all, it was already 9:20am, all of a sudden I started feeling unbearable hunger…I started searching for something to eat….but all in vain… suddenly I found some apples peeping though the unexplainable hotchpotch corner of my room… oh..!Thank God..!! Without wasting a moment I picked it up with a sudden drift like a vulture takes hold of its prey...and then I put my feet into my unpolished shoes...and hurriedly left for my office.

Leaving my home I reached the bus stand to catch a bus…but oh my God...!! What to do??  all the buses are flooded with passengers…some of them were even hanging them out from a bus like a monkey…hahaha…anyway, I thought it is not possible for me to go like that..so I decided to go by auto. As decided I started to look for auto and I got one in lieu of a heavy load on my pocket. Anyway, I took it and reached my office somehow, getting across the massive traffic. Its already 10:30am...everyone was in their seat….the only exception was “ME”. I was shying like anything to enter into the office…somehow I reached my place and took my seat... and started my days' work…but no sooner I started feeling tired and started yawning and feeling sleepy…my eyes started drowsing…I spent the whole day like that…without doing anything except a fitful sleep for the day…apart (pl…don't disclose this to my seniors) hihihi…

Anyway, it was 6:30pm...when I decided to leave for home… I reached home around 7:45pm…and promised myself will not surf the Internet, do not chat with my friends nor will if possible write any blogs through long hours at night and will sleep within 12am from today so that this will not happen to me again….but hihihi...now it is around 2:00am I am still writing this blog…

Amigos…can you help me out of this...maybe I don’t want to…let me know if you do have faced situations like this…!!! Expecting your comments...!!